* a story of an inner voice *

Magical voice hypnotization
Your white noise radiation
Inside you I creep I weep I sleep so deep
You don't trust me Your inner voice
You stopped believe me
But that's your choice
And you won't get what you've lost
You'll regret it someday what has lost
Open up your eyes wide
Showing those eager sharp sight
But close your receiving heart
Act deaf to dull my spoken squad
Decising brutally, smiling sweetly, killing easily
Blood poignancy, rose scenery, audience staring deathly
Waiting for a clap,
You stand up proudly,
Leaving me craving for blood in the middle of the stage,
Like a deer out of a lion cage, I'm lusting the life
And you stand up on my tears
You don't know
That you are running to a deathly spear
I tried to tell you
But as always,
You killed me, dear
Here

SAME SHOES...

What if the bell never rings
Will we ever miss the sound
No, no, sometimes when the morning bird sings
It's a sign that I run out of time
My eyes closed as brush meets my teeth
And I ride thru traffic with devil speed

Same shoes another socks
Same people with me here
Waiting by watching their clocks
What am I doing here?
And when is time to go home?
When is time to go home?

It was written days ago... I dunno if you can understand the meaning, but maybe you'll understand the place i mean here...Sometimes I feel like I have no will to go there..But somehow I revive, almost all the time..That's just a little share =P danke schon

YOU HAVE BEEN LOVED BY ME

You are God's gift to me
You are more beautiful dan anything
An armour cud be in rust
But in u tehres only trust
A gold coin cud lost in ocean
But in u theres only passion
You are da mist of roses
Unxplainable, a mystery
Nothing wud describe you, they must feel u
You are better dan any sunrise afta da rain
Better than any candles when the dark was came
Maybe when they see ur face
They'll see nothing
But when i see your face
I can make sure thats a face of miracle
You're not always here when i need u most
But when you're here, i forgot tht i've felt the worst
I dont believe tht you juz came to me
Because its God plan, I know it, I can feel it
You might think its impossible
But you're not impssible
You're just unxplainable
Like the mist of the roses, i told u
You ask me why? okay i tell u why
Becuz God gave u to me
and evrything tht came from God's hands isnt an impssble thing
n theres one more reason
evrything tht being loved isnt impssble
n u hav been loved by me
A deep breath makes me feel alrite
But u make me feel wonderful
a clock wud ticking until its brokem
but u always inside here, unspoken
thousands seconds, thousands eyes blinks, thousands voices the passed
away
but u're not
dats happines
der's nothing such as bad luck, bad day or bad moment
cuz when i remember u, i feel only romance
is it just me , or do u feel da same?
u r a shady willow
in a hot sunny day
a lake, wit breezy atmosphere, spring water and those singing birds
u r a tough mountain who covered me from da storm
u r da voice when the wind touches da leaves
singing softly like an endless beautiful song
the peace of harp and violin
if u r a red wine from the best season
i will always thirsty
if u r the sweetest apple, all i feel is hunger
if u r the whitest cloud, there will b no thunder
and i know u r here
will always, here
cuz u have been loved by me


30 MAy 2006 :*

PERFECTION

You're a machine
A little cute and robotic
Making a scene
And make yourself sporadic

Want to be just beyond perfect
No matter how much blood wasted
As long as you're in the crowd
And your name screaming is quite loud

I see your hands holding the scepter
Glad for being a victim of simple matters
Is it about maturity
Or just about insane and sanity

On the stage like world
Perfection is the word
A duty everybody holds
Break themselves into pieces and put it in a mold
Just like your ancestor told

ANGELS

You don't have visage
The embrace you do is beyond the age
Beyond the velocity of light
You have no displacement
I have walked time through time
And I walk inside of you and your virtue
Even beneath the mirror where my shadow is just a shadow
You're there

The grace in your face
The strength in your will
The guard is amazing
That makes me standing still

Why are you soldier, so beautiful
Precious, you keep my soul
You don't have visage
The embrace you do is beyond the age
Purest love, the strongest troops
Army of angels, you sing the choir thru the fires


inspired after reading Angels & Demon,not that one that's written by Dan Brown.. I forgot who wrote it =D

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

Sovereigns of my nights
Moonlit remorse and the stars fire
Why did you lead me into the dreary dreams
Yours steps drew the sleepless nights
When I don't know whether I'm alive
Or not
Can you give me lullaby
Instead letting me passing by

Why you sketch an image in my mind
You're not a painter
Is there no other canvas
Shouldn't you be silent when I'm in a rage
Shouldn't you tell me to be awake
In the morning
But you keep me up along the night
Impetuous light of you
Immobilize me to rue

this one for Awa LoL

IF I AM

I can't believe it, that I've fallen in love If I am a ship, I hope you are my last port
I won't cruise the oceans anymore, and I'll spend the rest of my days beside you
I've cruised the worlds and seen all things
Wild life in Africa like a party in America
Cold white snow in Everest, volcanoes in Hawaii
Went to Liverpool at first, then tripped to islands of Haiti
The deepest sea in Philippines and the largest lakes in Canada
Smell of Bordeaux in winds beat Brazil's capoeira
Driest dessert in Egypt and New Zealand's in blue
But if I am a ship, sweetheart, my very last port is you

If I am a surfer, I guess I've found the greatest beach
With breezy winds, fabulous waves and blue green sky
Every single day I will conquer and rip your waves
And smile when you touch me with your mild water
The sunshine blends in carroty red and fuchsia blue
Down on my shoulders... seize up the whitest shore which I've ever laid on
The jingle of the sea softly strokes my ears
Weeping the most beautiful words
Baby, I love you

Now I believe it, that I've fallen in love

1/June/2006

My Wings

MY WINGS

My wings grow so white and pure
Bright and strong with heaven fur
Widen my wings that night
I thought that with diamonds, my wings was stud
Counterfeit emeralds and opals it was
Although they were fake they always shone us
But now i know it was just a daydream
And you've woke me up by your strange whim
You said goodbye, that was the saddest goodbye
Why, why, why I always asked you why
You told me things that i never thought
I hoped and wished it's just a fraud
But the screams of rapids went loud
Louder, louder they torn this heart apart
The arms of dementor devil hug me
His insulted hands started to nudge me
It hurt me it hurt me
He plucked my wings painly
I tried to fight it
But he is strong and he pulled it
He left my bare back bleed
He took my wings away that day
And then you said goodbye
I stayed up all night
And i cried...
Go and fly without say goodbye,
But love is beautiful,
Come and in without say anything,
Yes, love is beautiful.............